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about
About 'Mental health problems' that are illustrated through graphic designers' eyes.
lyrics
It's 3 am, and I'm still facing a blank page
Brain dead and I need more dope
I'm laying outside staring at the sky
Trying to blend it all
There are still clones in my sight
Been brainstorming and creating a mood board
The process fucked and the mood swings, bored
Never-ending revisions that I didn't wish for.
How perfect that I've tried
Been doing according to your direction
It comes up another rev
Years for years patching wounds was the only battlefield
Pretending that I'm a God, It's only a metaphor
Thousand layers I've been trying to mask and blend it all
There are still clones in my sight
Start over from the scratch
No matter how many patches I need to add
There are still clones in my sight
There are voices in my head
There been a monster inside me
For the past decade
Since it's blended
And I found a new home
Bad memories come again,
And comes again, It comes again
Sometimes I moved on
Sometimes I can't grow up
Coz they are still in my mind
God please, I want relief
Cure is really painful
credits
released October 31, 2022
Cover Artwork by Aziz Surah.
Lyrics are written by Aziz Surah.
Vocal, instruments, composed and produced by Aziz Surah.
Instruments recorded in Aziz Surah's home studio, Vocal recorded in Ugawa Record - Bali, Indonesia 2022.
Mixed and mastered by Aziz Surah.
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